Sunday, May 21, 2006

K-Files

Haih...just bid a friend farewell whom I just got to know like less than half a year.So sad huh.Haih this made me think how it would be like next year......When everyone has to say goodbye to each other.People whom they have known ,bonded with and love.Then later everyone has to start all over again.Great why do I care?..I should be used to saying goodbyes.Been saying it my whole life actually.I guess back then I haven’t really thought how difficult it is to find a friend,A REAL FRIEND..XD. So the question here is have I already found a real friend to replace my old real friends?hmm..good question.I think I have.Wel haven’t sorted out all of them though.I’m still in doubt at some of my friends.YOU WANT NAMES?lol..HERE YOU ARE: __________ go figure..^^ Hmm...but the REAL QUESTION is AM I A REAL FRIEND?lol...keep asking whether THEY’RE my real friends..but how can anyone be your friend if you yourself is not being one?aaaa...you have to give to get..:P (SAD theory) *SAD=STUPID AND DUMB
Want me to elaborate about my doubts? ^_^ Nah I wont..It shall be under the Kimizu Files ^^.(K-Files :P )
I guess I can spill out some of my K-Files into my Non-K-Files.^^ NEXT TIME then..=D
Ok earlier today just read someone’s “letter“.Who was expressing his frustration in not being able to look for someone special...Geez I just don’t get him.What’s the point of looking for someone SPECIAL?DO EXPLAIN maybe I might be able to change my paradigm.MOREOVER why look for someone now when the chances of you saying goodbye to that SPECIAL someone next year is well..TOO HIGH..=P I think he’s suffering from MEAT syndrome (MEAT=ME WANT ATTENTION).I mean what other explaination could there be?Maybe that’s why he’s always well..NOISY in class..maybe because he wants attention?jk..yea what do I know..Im no mind reader..How can I understand other people when I sometimes don’t understand myself. SO S.A.D*
Haih..there are other S.A.D situations...which I’d blab about next time.......I’m just trying to figure out how I’m gonna write it down first (got to ask for Mel’s (or Dan Brown’s) tips on how to twist and turn and write something that actually means something else)
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1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i was here... lol.