what's up??!

AHA!!!..I know now why I’m annoyed!..It all began after break.=P Then..carried on during Maths.-_-” hmm..only understood myself NOW..ehe...if it takes this LONG for me to understand myself wonder how long does it take other people to understand me? Probably NEVER? =P
You see..someone thinks im “waiting” for someone..-_-’ omg..if that what people think..then i better stop whatever that makes them think that way......because I AM NOT.Gezz..please ler..haih..That’s why I’m very very annoyed..-_-” ..Do you think I’m that mean to myself? HAH!...no way.have to kill the other person 1st before I would do that to myself..^_^.
But then....if i say im liberated..why should I be bothered?..aha..that’s the missing piece of this never ending puzzle..=P hmm..i mean for the past few days..I’ve been trying to avoid something..now it seems that im doing that exact opposite?well not opposite but DRAWN again..but some force..well.not actually drawn.but...im bothered by it! Im not supposed to.since I KNOW im not attached anymore..=P. Maybe it’s the fact that I knew I had failed something..haha!..I can’t stand losing.
And yesh.another puzzle appears from nowhere..It has branched!..someone’s isn’t normally as friendly ask before..lol.ignoring me now.what the..-_-” what is happening??