Whoa I let out two kimizus today. =D that’s a record! From NIL to TWO. ^^
Someone said earlier today that I don’t share my kimizus with her enough.It’s not the question of not wanting to share any kimizu it’s just that I don’t have any to share it with her.=S honestly..well I do..just that like she said as well..Some things are better left buried becaue you don’t want to siasoikan yourself.Or maybe you just don’t want to be judge based on that thing you’ve done or said.hmm....
So in response to that....I told her one of my kimizus. Well it has something to do with the second kimizu.
Second kimizu.
Someone reopened the “X-file”.Good timing because I needed to get that out of my system for ages already =P.I wished I hadn’t went that way. But..don’t quite know why it went that way..=S wished I hadn’t said anything.>_< past="P.">
Friends
Ah if your friends don’t approve you of doing something...doing that something is almost impossible. It’s either them or you. I’m no ornament carrier.^ ^.
Time frame
Since eventually everyone has to say goodbye in less than a year’s time.....why bother being close to anyone?It’ll be so much difficult for me to say goodbye when you’ve become so attached to that person....I’m not prepared for that.
Unresolved past.
Er....how do I put this...sharing is not as caring as some people think.=P *STOPWATCH*
^_^...so...
It’s ain’t easy for anyone to turn back at someone you care for. Actually I don’t call this turning my back..well...not in the short run. I think it’s best for everyone =) Even though I said I wanna forget it...I didn’t say that I wanna stop caring. ^ ^ you’re still an ornament. Muahahaha..muahahha.XD
<+A*n0 ou7!+>
2 comments:
Why bother? Cuz friendships are like pot plants. Most do last forever if watered daily and given fertiliser, and some even continue thriving if you leave it alone. (Though I've learnt not to try this technique =P) You can still keep in touch online or through air mail right? There's a certain joy which comes along an envelope in your letterbox... =) I suppose you can argue that it's hard not to see someone you're attached to... well, your decision.
Isn't it harder to try keeping a distance from everyone around you, though?
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