Dear blog.It seems I have been struck by a problem. I can't seem to decide. I don't know what I want. What is good for me. Of how I feel. But some how the answer seems so simple to some. But Im just afraid what if it's the wrong answer. If I were to go decide the right thing. Then it seems I would be going back to my old self old life. I don't want to go back there...something I don't wish to relive again. Don't know what to do...